wah. it's nearly a week since i last updated my blog. anyway, yesterday was our class gathering. erm. it turned out worse than i expected. maybe it's because i was too lazy to plan anything for the class. really sorry guys. made you all waste an entire afternoon at a place so faraway. btw kitson you were right. pasir ris was better than east coast. =X
anyway, yesterday turned out quite suckkyy. haix. i dun wan to think about it. once i think abt it, i'll spoil my mood for the entire day again. anyway, thanks charlene for the piece of advice. im really very touched. (hope you will read this)
anyway, i still can't learn how to ride a bicycle. it's quite frustrating as you see pple cycling past u while you are still struggling to keep your balance. well, i still must give credits to my friends who helped me yesterday. thanks..!!!
this morning, my mei n i tog with my ma went to kk hospital for the checkup which i dread. i really hate the place there lor. it give me the creeps and the long waiting hours. n we have to change into the that stupid gown b4 taking the x-ray. it's so embarrassing wearing it in public lor. anyway i have grown 1 cm le. yeah..!!! hahax.

to my [mei]...
you are a mei who is 3 minutes younger than me. till now, i still can't imagine you are my mei lor. sounds so weird. =X hahax. anyway, i thank you for spending 16 years, 8 months and 13 days (i think) with me. the life we spent together was sometimes difficult but no matter what, we share the same blood, the same genes n almost everything. i know people may often see us bickering over the slightest thing but there's no such thing as a "ge ye chou" between us. we still share a strong bond between us. i know we have some differences. in actual fact, i think many differences. u may think i have changed. i admit i have. but u dun have to worry. i won't change to the extreme. as ur jie, i hope you will change too. i hope you will open up a little more. n dun worry, when i go to jc, i wun huang fei my studies cos' of him de. hope you can trust me. there are certain things i keep as a secret. maybe one day, when the time is ripe i will tell you bahx. don't blame me k. we all need some privacy for ourselves. i hope you understand. always remember that no matter what happens in the future, the love, care and concern i have for you will never fade. you will always be my dearest mei. well, i hope one day, you will find your own happiness n stay healthy forever. =) i love you.

posted by pam @ 4:04 PM